My Grandma Pass Away
I met her last month during my seven days holiday in Sabah. I was able to talk to her, shake hands with her, but forgot to kiss her. I bought her favorite fruit. Few days after, my granny kena masuk wad. Sesak nafas, sakit perut. Hmmm… I guess, it was just a normal her, who always claim dia saket perut. But it wasnt like that.
Last Friday, i received a phone call from my cousin saying “our granny dah takde”. I was a little shocked, but I still can control my feelings. I wasn’t crying. Sedih pun tak. Compared to bila I lost my dad, during my SPM day seven years ago. I don’t know kalau I lost my mom. I’ll do anything for my mom. (tapi kalau dia paksa kawen dgn lelaki pilihan dia, tu mmg aku totally tak nak ler…)
Petang tu jugak I bought return ticket KL – KK. (jarang gile aku nak beli ticket last2 minit camni) after talking to my mom yang pitam tak sedar diri few hours after my grandma died. And, aku nangis gile lepas dengar my mom tak jawab bila I talk to her through my sister in-law’s phone. 
And then, selama tiga hari aku berada di Sabah, lots of things happened. Suka, tak suka, benci, saying, geram, sakit hati… bercampur2. Tak sabar nak balik KL. Dan sekarang…. I am here… 
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dissapointed jer.. eheh
May 23rd, 2007 at 4:40 pm
Innalillahiwainnailaihiraji’uun
Takziah wat azurt and her family. Sy dulu pn mmg tak sangka ibu sy meninggalkan sy lebih2 lg masa tu baru je lepas graduate.
Sy pn penah terpikir aper akan terjadi kalau ibu sy meninggalkan kami sekeluarga… biler dh terjadi tu rasa sayu sedih tak terhingga dibuatnyer, setiap hari rasa tak sama tanpa dia…lama-kelamaan dpt membiasakan diri…
Tp sy sentiasa terkenangkn arwah…sampai ader maser mimpi berjumpa ngan dier dan menangis dlm mimpi sampai terjaga pn ader gakle…
May 23rd, 2007 at 5:39 pm
takziah, dun b sad. doakan dia ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yang soleh dan solehah…
Al-fatihah
May 23rd, 2007 at 7:49 pm
Takziah la diucapkan..
May 23rd, 2007 at 7:54 pm
Takziah juga dari saya..
May 23rd, 2007 at 9:02 pm
azmie: Wahh… sampai mimpi ke? aku tak penah lagi alami..
LySsa: Tak sad pun…
dissapointed jer.. eheh
Ashrufzz: Thank you
Jebat: Thank you
May 23rd, 2007 at 9:24 pm
yelar, aku ni lebih rapat ngan mak banding ngan abah aku…aper2 hal dia jerlar tempat ngadu aku
May 24th, 2007 at 12:16 pm
takziah dari aku azurt!
hm, baca ni.. mengingatkan aku kepada arwah mak aku.. masa form 4 dia tinggalkan kami.. haih~ without her, rasa kosong je.. kasih syg sorg ibu tu dah lama la aku x dpt.. nasib baik ade atikah skrg..
May 24th, 2007 at 4:54 pm
azmie:
manchurr: seb baik ada atikah kan? ehehhe
May 24th, 2007 at 8:18 pm
nasib tak baik bg aku
May 25th, 2007 at 9:31 am
aah.. atikah tu macam ibu2 skit.. hehe tu yg aku syg tu..
May 25th, 2007 at 11:26 am
Sorry to hear that..Hope yr grandma will rest in peace.. I’m also just lost a good friend of mine…drown after try saving his friends in Nuang waterfall..
Salam Takziah Azurt…
May 25th, 2007 at 11:32 am
Cat: Thanks.. feel sorry for u jugak…
May 25th, 2007 at 4:45 pm
Hmm.. Bulan ne.. Mcm bulan kesedihan plak.. Last week, my friend lost her mom.. hmm.. since now, dia xdatang lagik skol.. Neway, Takziah kak azurt..
May 25th, 2007 at 9:24 pm
Poor you…
Takziah..
May 25th, 2007 at 10:19 pm
SpidyKitty: Thanks!
drusoft: Thanks!
May 26th, 2007 at 12:59 am
semoga nenek ditempatkan bersama orang yang solehah…. (teringat arwah nenek saya)…amin.
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May 27th, 2007 at 12:17 am
i’m sorry to hear it… takziah buat awak Azurt. Anyhow saya doakan nenek you dirahmati oleh-NYA
May 27th, 2007 at 10:58 am
THanks all.. its okay..
May 30th, 2007 at 10:11 am
Takziah yea Azurt atas ‘kehilangan’ nenek yg d kasihi. Semoga Azurt lebey tabah dlm m’hadapi dugaan hari² m’dtg. Takziah juga atas kemalangan yg menimpa Azurt baru² nie. Semoga ianya m’jadi suatu ‘peringatan’ & ‘iktibar’ bahawa d atas jln raya, apa jua bley berlaku. Lihat saja la berita sedih arinie, sekuarga meninggal akibat d rempuh trailer dr arah blakan’ ketika sdg beratur utk m’byr tol d hutan kampung, kedah. Kegagalan pemandu lain mematuhi undang² jln raya, pemandu lain yg menanggung akibat. Sedihnya. Al-Fatihah.
June 2nd, 2007 at 4:51 pm
takziah Azurt.. My dad passed away too recently.
=)
June 3rd, 2007 at 10:12 am
ToinG: THanks..
-fuQaHa- : THanks.. takziah kat fuqaha jugak..