I’m glad to read my friend’s blog that haven’t been updated since Sept 11. I read her post with my full heart and focus. I tried to understand what she’s trying to say. Honestly, I like to read her every single word. I knew she got problem with her love life. But I can’t picture out what kind of problem was she talking about, because it’s too deep for me. I can’t think that deep.

Reading her post makes me want to let out everything that I have in mind. But thinking of the consequences, I pull it back. For me, painting our private life on the net aren’t that good for many reasons. I was experiencing this once, and I learnt my lessons. I rather keep all the pressures inside or tell my loved one of what I felt. I pour everything to him. That’s what bf stands for right? *lol

Owh, talking about guys makes me want to share one story that happened to me this evening. I met few kelisas on my way back from fast breaking with ZeMMs. The last kelisa that I met was white in color. The driver was a he, and cute, and… em, emm… But, one girl sitting beside him, I guess she is his girlfriend, which I didn’t realize her existence previously. I stopped at the last four traffic lights before I can safely reach my house.

Accidentally, I stopped beside a cool white kelisa that owned by the guy that I described earlier. I smiled at him because we were accidentally looking at each other. Don’t get me wrong, but this is common thing that we’ll do while waiting for the traffic light change to green right? I smiled at him, but he just sighed to himself and turned his eyes from mine. I don’t know why. I tried to see was there any passenger, but I saw his car was empty. I tried to move my car to the front, a bit. There you are, a girl sit beside him. *lol. And the light turned to green, and I look at him again, and guess what he did? He waves his hand, but just a little wave, like he was sweeping the window glasses. What a coward guy!..

And, at this moment, I was wondering, ZeMMs, u did that to me? Hmmmm…. Dare huh?

I’m glad to read my friend’s blog that haven’t been updated since Sept 11. I read her post with my full heart and focus. I tried to understand what she’s trying to say. Honestly, I like to read her every single word. I knew she got problem with her love life. But I can’t picture out what kind of problem was she talking about, because it’s too deep for me. I can’t think that deep.

Reading her post makes me want to let out everything that I have in mind. But thinking of the consequences, I pull it back. For me, painting our private life on the net aren’t that good for many reasons. I was experiencing this once, and I learnt my lessons. I rather keep all the pressures inside or tell my loved one of what I felt. I pour everything to him. That’s what bf stands for right? *lol

Owh, talking about guys makes me want to share one story that happened to me this evening. I met few kelisas on my way back from fast breaking with ZeMMs. The last kelisa that I met was white in color. The driver was a he, and cute, and… em, emm… But, one girl sitting beside him, I guess she is his girlfriend, which I didn’t realize her existence previously. I stopped at the last four traffic lights before I can safely reach my house.

Accidentally, I stopped beside a cool white kelisa that owned by the guy that I described earlier. I smiled at him because we were accidentally looking at each other. Don’t get me wrong, but this is common thing that we’ll do while waiting for the traffic light change to green right? I smiled at him, but he just sighed to himself and turned his eyes from mine. I don’t know why. I tried to see was there any passenger, but I saw his car was empty. I tried to move my car to the front, a bit. There you are, a girl sit beside him. *lol. And the light turned to green, and I look at him again, and guess what he did? He waves his hand, but just a little wave, like he was sweeping the window glasses. What a coward guy!..

And, at this moment, I was wondering, ZeMMs, u did that to me? Hmmmm…. Dare huh?