I love perfume so very much. I love to smell any perfume, but I will only buy the best in town. I’m broke this month. There’s RM10 note left in my purse. I don’t know how to manage my financial thingy. I may need a finance consultant though (but, can I get free consultation from u dear Consultant? Because I don’t have money to pay you *lol).

Yesterday, I treat myself with buying a perfume from Fragrance department in Jaya Jusco store in Sunway Pyramid. I prefer to go to Sunway Pyramid compare to Mid Valley because it’s near to my house and I don’t need to go to Autopay Machine because they have Touch & Go! Bravo Sunway Pyramid! Do you know which perfume I bought? I bought a Limited Edition Kenzo Flower by Kenzo Summer.

I was falling in love with its scent once I smelled it from a girl and decided to follow her during my window shopping with my roommate in Mid Valley. Suddenly, I saw booth promoting this Limited Edition Kenzo Flower at the Center Court of Mid Valley and I knew that girl already tested the perfume. I ask for a tester from the promoter, but I’m not buying it straight away because I still have my favorite perfume at home.

And yesterday, I realized that that perfume can only last for like three days. Considering I’ve been a good girl this month because I haven’t spending my money to unnecessary things, I decided to buy a perfume as a reward. Today, I’m spraying it to my body and I feel so confident with its smell and it makes my day!

I’m totally heartless right now.
But, I have to think twice to write it over here.
It will mislead things to the other way around.
I wish to live happily ever after, without facing any problems.
I know it’s merely impossible.

Once, I thought a guy is a perfect medium to throw my anger.
A guy should always understand my girly feelings.
A guy should be my guardian angles.
A guy should support me in all ways.
They should be there when I needed them.
They should heal their own feelings.
They should be patient enough handling their queen.
They’ll wait until I’m falling asleep before he hung up the phone.
But, at the end of the day, it rarely happened. Even if it does, it will last at least for two days. On the third day, they will ask for break up! Funny right?

I know, it sounds ridiculous and selfish. But please think about a long term relationship. Once u can survive with those ‘request’, at least you know that you can handle & live with your other half happily ever after.

When I clicked Internet Browser, yahoo redirect the page to http://dating.personals.yahoo.com which I think a more or less motivate me in a way to get away from this feelings that I can’t help myself to. I’m unable to finish my breakfast this morning once I realized that I can’t contact him anymore.

This is not easy for me. The hardest part is to start things all over again. I’m crying over tiny event like listening to love songs, quarreling over channel to watch, sitting on the passenger seat and act like a queen, give a soft punch on him, and being a princes to him. Those things are things that I can’t do to my friends. I will miss it all.

I don’t know what to write in my blog actually. So, let me write about what I am doing on weekdays after work.

Usually, I’ll take my bath at 8pm before gluing my butt on the couch until 10pm. I’ll watch Buletin Utama and followed by Astro Aruna at 9.00pm. But normally, I’ll switch the channel regularly. *lol.

I just realized that, I rarely spent my night life after work since I live in my new rent house. Most probably, it is because it’s unsafe for a lady like me driving back alone late at night.

Anyway, I want to share with you about my new TV series that I’ve been following for about seven episodes already, Inikah Cinta. It’s about a teenage story. It’s like the Beauty and the Beast. But, the Beast is a female. I love the Prince character, which’s so egoistic and arrogant but finally falling in love with a girl that he hates at first. You want to know more? Come, let’s watch it together!

The Hero name is Denis that played by Samuel Zylgwyn and the Heroin name is Moza, that played by Nadine Alexandra. I don’t think this is the BEST drama series so far, but it might be listed as one of my favorite TV Series to watch!

I’ve been into slimmer and smaller products lately. Actually, I just bought one slimmer mobile phone from Sony Ericsson and I’m lovin’ it! According to the webbies, that model should be launch somewhere in the middle of 2007, but it’s arrived in Malaysia somewhere around March – May 2008. In fact the original version was only available in retail market about end of April, and I bought it right after it reached 2 weeks old.

I love the way it shows himself, slim, powerful, modern, 3.2 Megapixels, 2GB memory card, 3G, HSDPA (I didn’t realize the existence features in my phone actually. ) and cool! The price is like buying the new basic desktop with LCD monitor. Carrying it bring up extra confidence in me, because it looks slim and just nice to hold. I don’t mind it doesn’t have WiFi because I will never satisfy with ‘phone view browser’ and I always prefer to surf using laptop.

Comparing it with the Malaysia’s iPhone (1st version) or any other mobile PDA, I choose W890i. Why? Because iPhone is big, iPhone doesn’t have 3G plus it just have 2MP camera. Comparing it with the other walkman phone, this one is the greatest invention for me who loves to listen to songs.

I’ve been into car body kit lately. Meaning to say, I’m modifying my car. I want to convert it to Daihatsu Cuore (the fishies club call that kit as Cuore Injection). I love the lamp design. Its not like the normal Kelisa (round), I convert my Kelisa to have a little sporty look.

It should look like this after I finished painting the car.I have an intention to change the seat and the dashboard, but will do it bit by bit. Well, that would be my next project (padahal, my DSLR project not even started pun lagi *lol). Well, it’s better to have more than one project in a time, is it?

You want to know something? My roommate and I planned to go to a martial art class. I already find one and will start joining the class maybe in the middle of this month. The main purpose is to exercise and have at least one skill to protect ourselves. And the belt would be a bonus. But, still, we haven’t gone to the class yet. Will update this site once we officially in that martial art academy.

Hi all.. I am sorry, it’s really been awhile right? Remember about my new roommate? Actually, she was attacked by varicella zoster virus (VZV) a.k.a chickenpox a day before we became a roommate. I felt so safe because I don’t have any symptom of infection even after one and a half week we slept together. I thought, I have a very tough antibody. *lol.

The fact is I never had any antibody to protect myself from that virus because I never had one. Now, I got almost two weeks leaves. What a relief. *lol. At the same time, I have guests coming over to KL all the way from KK right after I discovered having chickenpox. It’s totally a turn off for me, because I took my three days Annual Day Leave just for them. But it ends up with, it became my free MC, meaning to say, my AL became my MC. Rugi, rugi!!

I think, I owe so many things before my leave. I am so sorry I really can’t help myself. I don’t even open my email because I can’t think of work. Really. I got a bad fever and headache. So many ‘pimples’ appear on my face. It didn’t only makes my face look ugly, but horrible and hurt. You can see my latest face. The spots appeared almost on every inch of my body especially on my forehead and cheek. But, thank God for everything I have, because I know there’ll always be thousands reasons behind everything happened.

p/s- I got few presents from KK and those that we bought in KL, but I guess, let it be just me and the you-know-who-you-are knew about it. I missed you already sayang.

I don’t even realize that I’ve been serving TM for two years one month already. The time running too fast, is it? Or, I’m the one who don’t really care what day is today, and what was happening yesterday? Perhaps, yes.

People are looking for another working environment when they already served for two years in the same circle of job scope. Actually, I’m not into that, because I really love what I’m doing right now, but…. There’ll be always a BUT… the location is not so suitable for me, recently.

The good thing is, I already have a friend in my room, which changed my mind to not to move within a short period of time. She is one of my closest friends. She’s now working with Ambank, as a programmer. Now I got a company. That makes me happy!

P/s – Thanks to Kak Nad for all your support. Keep reading my blog ya!

Getting back on track…
That’s all that i want…

Thank God, my weekend worth my thousands cry…
I promise you, you’ll never regret…
I L O V E Y O U….

People can say anything about me.
Just say it out!
I’m not that perfect. I’m just a human.
To accept the truth is the bitter part of life.

I was happy of knowing a guy like him.
A guy of my dream. I dreamt about him long time ago.
It never crosses my mind that I will be in his heart.

But now, all the dreams flew away.
Should I cry and shout it out loud?
I’m frustrated. I cant sleep the whole night.
I need a hand. Please carry me away….

I’m begging you to come back,
But, it may just in my dream….
Dream, you’re killing me…