I can’t deny, but telling the truth that I love listening to HUJAN. New underground band that I met at MCPA Hall last month… My friend told me, this band quite famous among girls, and I said, yeah, who cares! I tried to listen, but at first I can’t really absorb their tunes. But it went against what I expected it to be; I turn to like them more. Sampai sanggup berhimpit2 di Fly.fm 2nd anniversary at the Curve last weekend just to see them performing live, again.

I love the way they sing the song, so selamberrr je menyanyi. I love few of their songs as such “Pagi Yang Gelap”, “Bila Aku Sudah Tiada” & “Lonely Soldier Boy” Eh, why eh lately I love to post about songs? Tapi, just a compliment to them and I want to promo their band, since I love their songs. I’ll support the best band with best songs.

Just a simple update for me… im soooo tired. I want the whole world to know, I can’t handle it anymore, makes me think of getting something new, something fresh and something that I’m passionate at. But, I always say, Lets Time to Decide.

Have you heard about Backstreet Boys? Yes, boy bands. The infamous boy band, which was not in my list years ago (because most of my friends hate boy band). But we live in a democratic country right; don’t bother what your friends said (*lol ape kaitannya?) .

Okay the purpose of this posting is to tell you that I’m in love with one of their songs, titled: Treat Me Right. This song got the ‘Backstreet Boys’ sense, which reminds me of my teenage memories, a lot! I cant elaborate more about this song, because I’m too sleepy for it, but I’ll share with you the song here. Enjoy!

Artis : Ruffedge
Lagu : Bila Rindu

Positive Tone

Dikeheningan malam,
termenungku berseorang
tak lena mata dipejam
terdengar suara terngiang
suara merdu yg di sayang
bagai kau didepan mata
ku capai tapi tak kenal
sukarnya memendam rasa
ingin ku luahkan kata

bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

jauh angan ku lena,ku rasa kita bersama,kau bawaku ke sana
ke alam kisah yg lama,kenangan di dlm jiwa..
bila tersedar semula,disisiku kau tiada
sukarnya ku pendam rasa,ingin ku luahkan semua ooooouuu

bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku terasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

sesunguhnya kita mestilah
wujudkan sefahaman dan hormatmu
hormati,ikhlas,kasih,
——————-
makin tak ada,bertemu semula

awan yg mencas semesta
menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri
kesepian yg menyelubungi hari hari ku
disajikan doa2 ku kerana rindu
yg menanti kau dtg dan pergi seperti mimpi2 ku,fantasiku,
bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran
disisi cuping,disetiap corong,lorong,yg lohong
benar!ku tak bohong,bila hati menyanyi..

bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
ooohhohhoo
aku merindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwa selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi batas

oh bila rindu,terkenang mu sayang.,ku terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
(ku rindukan sentuhanmu)inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi batas diri ini

I’ve been into sentimental (or maybe jiwang) feelings lately, and I don’t know why. I kept wondering and thinking of a person who loves me so much and keep thinking of me. The feeling comes to even worst tonight when I am successfully downloaded KRU songs titled Emilia & Dua. I can’t give you link to download the songs, but I still can share the lyrics. I wish somebody could dedicate this song to me, if it isn’t today or tomorrow, maybe someday…

Song title: Emilia
Artist: KRU

Dari wajahmu nan sayu kutahu
Kau berendam airmata
Adakah kernaku yang kau ragu
Perhubungan kita
Tidakkah kau sedari padaku kau bidadari
Yang hadir hanya dalam mimpi
Tak relaku mengulangi selepas kau pergi
Melepaskan satunya nyawa cinta

Mungkin tak selalu kulafaz cinta
Tak selalu berdamping mesra yang kau pinta
Meluka hatimu hingga mengalir air mata
Ooh sayang ku berjanji jika kau kembali
Sehingga nafas terakhir ku curah embun cinta
Bersama suka duka setia kepadamu emilia

Amat sukar daku menerima
Hakikat kau tiada salah sangka melebur cinta kita
Yang dulu terbina hancur mahligai indah
Wahai bidadari janganlah kau berpaling lagi
Seandainya kau melambai pergi
Duka ku tak tersembunyi tak rela disaksi
Melutut daku merayu kembalilah

Emilia, ku tahu apa yang telah kau lalui
Betapa pedihnya kau dihati
Percayalah bukan niatku begitu
Bukan begitu sayang…
Jangan biarkan ia berakhir begini
Kerna ku tahu di hati kita masih menyintai
Kembalilah ke pangkuanku emilia
Kembalilah…

Source: KRU: Emilia
And KRU: Dua

** i do hope you can hear me crying everytime i listen to these songs…

She never took the train alone
She hated being on her own
She always took me by the hands
And say she needs me
She never wanted love to fail
She always hoped that it was real
She’d look me in the eyes
and said believe me.
And then the night becomes the day
And there’s nothing left to say
If there’s nothing left to say
Then something’s wrong.

[Refrain]
Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild, so beautiful.
Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild so beautiful and wild.

And as the hands would turn with time
She’d always say that she was mine
She’d turn and lend a smile,
To say that she’s gone.
But in a whisper she’d arrive
And dance into my life.
Like a music melody,
Like a lovers song.

[Refrain]
Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild, so beautiful.
Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild, so beautiful and wild.

Through the darkest night
Comes the brightest light.
And the light that shines
Is deep inside.
It’s who you are.

[Refrain]
Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild, so beautiful.
Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild so beautiful… beautiful!

Oh tonight, you killed me with your smile.
So beautiful and wild, so beautiful and wild.
So beautiful and wild.
So beautiful and wild.

Wondering… why chosing this title? Because, i want to tell you about my new favourite artist. And guest what, he is Malaysian. I thot he was pure Chinese from China or Hong Kong mali kee.. Im proud of him.. eheheh

I just wanna share with you the two songs that i love to hear lately. VC below is Michael Wong latest song.
Yue Ding = Commitment

And this is from his second latest album.
Tong Hua: Fairytale

A friend of mine (my vendor actually), told me, these two songs are relate to each other, but in what way, i just can’t figure it out..

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don’t you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you’ve never been (sounds like “bean” in order to rhyme
w/”seen”)

But all the things that you’ve seen
They slowly fade away
So I’ll start a revolution from my bed
‘Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head

Step outside, summertime’s in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain’t ever gonna burn my heart out

And so, Sally can wait
She knows it’s too late as we’re walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don’t look back in anger
I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows
Where nobody knows if it’s night or day
Please don’t put your life in the hands
Of a rock and roll band
Who’ll throw it all away

I’m gonna start a revolution from my bed
‘Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, ‘cuz summertime’s in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace

Take that look from off your face
‘Cuz you ain’t ever gonna burn my heart out
And so, Sally can wait
She knows it’s too late as she’s walking on by
My soul slides away
But don’t look back in anger
I heard you say

(guitar solo)

So, Sally can wait
She knows it’s too late as we’re walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don’t look back in anger
I heard you say

So, Sally can wait
She knows it’s too late as she’s walking on by
My soul slides away
But don’t look back in anger
Don’t look back in anger
I heard you say
At least not today.

All Saints
Rock Steady
Years on the run,
Boy I know I can take it,
And now that I’m here,
I know you can’t stand the waiting, boy,
Lets say no more games,
No messing with the mind,
Always room for change,
Let’s give it one more try…
(Come on lets give it a try)

I got my bags packed baby and I’m ready to go,
Look at my eyes rock steady and I promise you more,
I got My heart back baby and it’s skipping a beat,
I got my ass in check, checkin’ out, I’m ready to feel…

It’s all good to go,
I’m right here for the taking,
(oooh ticky ticky ticky)
Don’t cross the line,
I’ll promise you no fakin’, boy,
(no no no no)
Its all understood,
No messing with the rules,
(the rules, the rules)
If I let you go,
Boy I will be a fool…
(What kind of girl wants to be a fool?)

I got my bags packed baby and I’m ready to go,
Look at my eyes rock steady and I promise you more,
I got My heart back baby and it’s skipping a beat,
I got my ass in check, checkin’ out, I’m ready to feel…

Tell me why we act so stupid, the games we’re playing,
(oooh)
If life is the rule then we’re heading towards the same thing,
You are not worthless with love instead of the fighting,
(oooh)
Let’s get together forever with no more hiding…

I got my bags packed baby and I’m ready to go,
Look at my eyes rock steady and I promise you more,
I got My heart back baby and it’s skipping a beat,
I got my ass in check, checkin’ out, I’m ready to feel…

I got my bags packed baby and I’m ready to go,
Look at my eyes rock steady and I promise you more,
I got My heart back baby and it’s skipping a beat,
I got my ass in check, checkin’ out, I’m ready to feel…

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that’s missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can’t help but to wonder
If you’re talking ’bout me

We don’t talk the way we used to talk
It’s hurtin’ so deep
I’ve got my pride, I will not cry
But it’s makin’ me weak

I’m not your superwoman
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything’s okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me
You’re not hungry at all
You said you’d rather read the paper
And you don’t want to talk

You like to think that I’m just crazy
When I say that you changed
I’m convinced I know the problem
You don’t love me the same

You’re just going through the motions
And you’re not being fair
I’ve got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can’t help but care

I’m not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything’s okay
Boy, I am only human (I’m only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I’m not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything’s okay (Don’t let me down, don’t you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I’m only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me

Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I’ll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can’t be that superwoman that you want me to be
I’ll give my everlasting love if you’ll return love to me

I’m not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything’s okay
Boy, I am only human (I’m only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)

If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I’m the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love

I’m not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything’s okay
Boy, I am only human (I’m only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I’m not your superwoman

I’m having the day from hell,
It wasn’t all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F’ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can’t turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don’t know where I parked my car
Don’t know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I’m feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F’ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can’t turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F’ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can’t turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up ’cause things are messed up