I’ve been into sentimental (or maybe jiwang) feelings lately, and I don’t know why. I kept wondering and thinking of a person who loves me so much and keep thinking of me. The feeling comes to even worst tonight when I am successfully downloaded KRU songs titled Emilia & Dua. I can’t give you link to download the songs, but I still can share the lyrics. I wish somebody could dedicate this song to me, if it isn’t today or tomorrow, maybe someday…

Song title: Emilia
Artist: KRU

Dari wajahmu nan sayu kutahu
Kau berendam airmata
Adakah kernaku yang kau ragu
Perhubungan kita
Tidakkah kau sedari padaku kau bidadari
Yang hadir hanya dalam mimpi
Tak relaku mengulangi selepas kau pergi
Melepaskan satunya nyawa cinta

Mungkin tak selalu kulafaz cinta
Tak selalu berdamping mesra yang kau pinta
Meluka hatimu hingga mengalir air mata
Ooh sayang ku berjanji jika kau kembali
Sehingga nafas terakhir ku curah embun cinta
Bersama suka duka setia kepadamu emilia

Amat sukar daku menerima
Hakikat kau tiada salah sangka melebur cinta kita
Yang dulu terbina hancur mahligai indah
Wahai bidadari janganlah kau berpaling lagi
Seandainya kau melambai pergi
Duka ku tak tersembunyi tak rela disaksi
Melutut daku merayu kembalilah

Emilia, ku tahu apa yang telah kau lalui
Betapa pedihnya kau dihati
Percayalah bukan niatku begitu
Bukan begitu sayang…
Jangan biarkan ia berakhir begini
Kerna ku tahu di hati kita masih menyintai
Kembalilah ke pangkuanku emilia
Kembalilah…

Source: KRU: Emilia
And KRU: Dua

** i do hope you can hear me crying everytime i listen to these songs…

I rarely update my Film Review categories lately right, because I just don’t feel like want to update it. *lol. Did I tell you how much I hate watching horror movie, which not only featured ghosts but anything that can makes me scream? To tell you the truth, I watch it again. The main reason, it was free ticket that we get from Rasa Mas after purchasing one set of meal that offer Free Movie Tickets. Thank you Rasa Mas.

The movie title was Resident Evil: Extinction. ZeMMs told me, it was a trilogy movie. I said, whatever, it is a free ticket. I don’t even want to know what genre it was. I google this movie on the Net, which tells me that it is classified under science fiction horror film which extremely based on the Resident Evil series of survival horror games developed by Capcom. I’m not gamer, so I don’t know all this.

I’m glad to watch a movie that have a very good CGI editing and design, which I cant find the flaw in any part of the scene. Let me brief you a little about this movie, if you haven’t watched it. It’s about a young powerful lady that has unusual type of blood that can cure viruses that attack people to turn them to zombie. That virus has been spread out to the world. Its kinda scary to see ‘people’ that eat human flesh. Euuwwww….

As im not a gamer and I don’t watch lots of horror movie, I can rate this 8/10. At least, I didn’t fell asleep but hiding my eyes from the screen. *lol.

p.s- If you want to hear me screaming, buy me horror movie ticket. hhohoho

Selamat Hari Raya all. Its been a while I haven’t been updated my site right? I guess, I’ve informed that I’ll be out of Internet connectivity for 10 days. I’m in my kampung right now, celebrating Raya with my family and friends. Talking about friends, I met almost all of them. My classmates, my schoolmate, and my out of all are my closest friends.

I arrived at the land below the wind airport at about 9:15pm. My brother and sister in law were waiting for me patiently at the arrival entrance. I’m happy to see them smiling at me though I told them I’ll be arrive at 8:00pm.

My timetable was fully occupied with everything. My friends have lots of plan for me. During raya time, there are lots of my ‘never-come-to-my-house’ friends managed to menziarah me during Raya. Thank you all.

I’m glad to bring smiles on my mom’s face this time but feeling sad while she cried when I want to say goodbye. I hope I can be transfer soon to Sabah. I wish to take care of her ASAP and be a good daughter. I spend my time visiting and lepaking with my fellow friends. I want to thank my closest friends because they never missed to lepak at my house until subuh. I guess, I want to do it again for next year the year on ward. InsyaAllah.

Last but not least, Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin.

I am trying hard no to fall asleep tonight because I want to feel the night, my last night in my room, my house and Peninsular. I’ll miss this place… tomorrow; I’ll fly to KK and see my mom there. I miss her so much! I’ll be away from Internet for almost 10 days. I hope nothing going to happen here (sayang, u take care of yourself).

Raya is coming and im so happy for that, so I can visit my dad’s grave. I miss him sometime. Usually, what most of my villagers do in the first day of raya are going for raya prayer, and then go straight to the tanah perkuburan to read the Yassin and recite prayers. After that, we’ll visit our closest family. This thing will take about one day one night to complete all the houses. (Tired some more)

On the 2^nd raya, usually, my family will wait for the guesses to come over, friends and neighbors. Or maybe, It just only my mom who’ll wait at home, while me? Jalan2 with my friends. *lol. I do really hope, my time will fully utilize this year, because I’ve allocated 10 days of my leave for this festive season.

Sadly, no bonus received this year, or maybe will receive it end of the year, but, yeah, just hoping. I wish I would get the bonus, so I can plan some more for my mom.

Im out of idea tonight. Maybe because im losing the ability to compose good sentences and good mix of words here. Sorry for my bad writings. I don’t know what happen to me tonight. I do hope, nothing gonna happen. InsyaAllah.

P/s- honey, please take care of yourself while im away. I do will take care of myself too. PROMISE!

Today is 7^th October 2007, two more days for my beloved man celebrating his and his twin’s birthday. Nisha and me were planning to have ‘majlis’ berbuka puasa with the twins since a week before and yesterday we did it! Ehhehe. We planned it to be a surprise early birthday celebration, but the twins keep asking this and that. Haiiyaaaaa… so susah to make it happen!

To make the story simple, we decided to have the buka puasa at First World Genting and to be exact, at First World Café. Its not hard to find café and restaurant in Genting, but to make sure it is halal is the matter. We tried to make reservation for this majlis, but these people (the Genting customer support) keep saying, just walk-in, but we don’t want to be a walk-in customer because that day is so important for Nisha and me.

We arrived at Genting at about 4:00pm and Nisha and Lan went straight to the cinema for the Bourne while Man and me has to get my genting card, so we were a little late for the movie. Pity him..

We tried to bring in one piece of birthday cake to surprise them, but all we got were two slices of cake. *lol. Anyhow, its better then nothing. We ask for one of the First World Café crew to bring in the cake. we do hope the twins happy with what we’ve done, even though it wasn’t that surprise and happening. Sorry for the *notsogoodfood* .

After the makan2, we decided to take a tour before leaving for KL, and guess what we did? We naik the gondola which brought us to the less than 10 minutes in-the-air-tour around the indoor theme park. I wish to bring AG & Robin along to capture the moment because the scenery excite me even though that wasn’t my first time, maybe next time… ehehhe..

Last but not least, I just want to take an advance wish here… Happy Birthday Tengku Zahasman Tuan Hashim. May Allah bless you…

I’m glad to read my friend’s blog that haven’t been updated since Sept 11. I read her post with my full heart and focus. I tried to understand what she’s trying to say. Honestly, I like to read her every single word. I knew she got problem with her love life. But I can’t picture out what kind of problem was she talking about, because it’s too deep for me. I can’t think that deep.

Reading her post makes me want to let out everything that I have in mind. But thinking of the consequences, I pull it back. For me, painting our private life on the net aren’t that good for many reasons. I was experiencing this once, and I learnt my lessons. I rather keep all the pressures inside or tell my loved one of what I felt. I pour everything to him. That’s what bf stands for right? *lol

Owh, talking about guys makes me want to share one story that happened to me this evening. I met few kelisas on my way back from fast breaking with ZeMMs. The last kelisa that I met was white in color. The driver was a he, and cute, and… em, emm… But, one girl sitting beside him, I guess she is his girlfriend, which I didn’t realize her existence previously. I stopped at the last four traffic lights before I can safely reach my house.

Accidentally, I stopped beside a cool white kelisa that owned by the guy that I described earlier. I smiled at him because we were accidentally looking at each other. Don’t get me wrong, but this is common thing that we’ll do while waiting for the traffic light change to green right? I smiled at him, but he just sighed to himself and turned his eyes from mine. I don’t know why. I tried to see was there any passenger, but I saw his car was empty. I tried to move my car to the front, a bit. There you are, a girl sit beside him. *lol. And the light turned to green, and I look at him again, and guess what he did? He waves his hand, but just a little wave, like he was sweeping the window glasses. What a coward guy!..

And, at this moment, I was wondering, ZeMMs, u did that to me? Hmmmm…. Dare huh?

There are lots of interesting places that I’ve been visiting for all these days. During my old days, I can just only dreaming and wondering to get there. But thank God, there’s somebody who always make my dreams coming true, and you know whom am I talking about, right? One of the interesting places that I went is TGI Friday.

We’ve promised each other to treat us of going to any interesting places, at least once for a month. We’ve selecting TGIF on the day we celebrated our payday. The reason why was because TGIF sounds cool and TGIF itself pun famous. I took a picture of us having dinner there, but I might be presenting it later, because I got problem uploading image in imageshack.us. *sigh

I love the decorations. It looks like entering an old house that hanged multi kind of images and antique stuffs that we can hardly find in stores nowadays. That makes TGIF different from other famous restaurants. It looks modern from outside, but how to define it, errr, contemporary inside, perhaps.

During my last ‘visit’ to TGIF, which it was my first time, there were a family who celebrating one of their family member’s birthday. I was abit shocked of the way TGIF crew made that event happened to be happening. They sang birthday song and at the same time clapping their hands, stepping loudly on the floor and asked the birthday dude to stand up on the chair. If he was me, I won’t do it, but whatever, it was his birthday though, he should feel proud of it. I wish to experience it for my next birthday.

Talking about their food, you better take note that they serve their meal on a big plate. So please don’t order full set menu if you aren’t that hungry, or else, you’ll waste your penny. Their food was delicious, but it was during my visit. I can’t even predict how they’ve performed currently. So, maybe we can make a try for berbuka this weekend?

Its since yesterday, I am living in this new room, but still, in the same house. I feel much better because I moved to the more space room. Eventually, I don’t really like the condition in here, a bit warm compare to the old one because I got a window that will directly lighted by the sun on the day, and the moon on the night.

And tonight, I can see the moon. What a night. By the way, my roomy and I were doing some new arrangement for our living room. We moved some of the items from here to there and full house cleaning. We felt like it’s a homey living room. Guess what? We spent few hours ‘lepaking’ at the living room (which we never did before) and giving a compliment to each other for works that we’ve done! Eehehe… cute huh?

Our new housemate will come over to our house tomorrow. The clean up was actually for her and it was for us too. We got a very cute new housemate, FYI. And that’s all for now. I’m quite sleepy and tired. Night everybody.

By the way, I just want to say this one, HAPPY BIRTHDAY nisha…