Its new year!!! What am I doing in here?? I don’t have any mood to go outside, because I felt like I’m gaining more weight! I miss my shoe… I don’t know when can I get back my sport shoe… I miss my gym day in Cyberjaya, because I don’t even have once after moving to Petaling Jaya.

I’m going to celebrate my new year with watching Friends alone in my room and sleeping! Am I wasting my New Year eve? Should I go out? Hmm, I don’t think so. Its not even worth to go out without the other half by my side. Am I being a dependable person? I wish I wasn’t. But it doesn’t matter, because its just a once in a year celebration.

(deep inside, I’m crying for being alone in here)

p/s- I’m not promising you to write my Azam for 2008, but I’ll try. (next year k!)

I was watching Alvin & The Chipmunks last night at Cineleisure Damansara. Few of my friends recommended me this movie as a-must-watch movie, and thank God, it does up to my expectation. I love to watch Alvin and The Chipmunks while I was a kid. I love their characters’ and I never missed their episode.

Alvin and the Chipmunks is not only about cartoon and humor, but it does contain lots of moral value for us to think about. What I love the most during 90 minutes show was when Theodore trying to wake up Dave and asking for permission to sleep beside him, he’s so cute. It reminds me of Puss in Boots from Shrek movie. I recommend you guys to bring your children to watch this movie. I enjoyed watching Alvin and the Chipmunks, proved by not falling asleep during the show, not even once, even though I was so tired and sleepy that night.

I just browsing around some of my friends in my friendster list, and I saw this one couple. I like to see their friendster ever since they still an un-married couple. My heart pumped real fast this time as I read her testimonial saying congratulation and take care… what happened to her? And I guess, that lady has just got pregnant. And I am getting jealous. I am jealous to see them holding hands and smiling to each other, so very sweet couple.

I wish to get married at 24, but it doesn’t even come true.

And I have to say goodbye to year 2007 with 1001 stories created in my life. Still, I’m not satisfied with whatever achievement that I get in year 2007!

Setiap biji pil antibiotic diketap kemas di bibir sebelum di masukkan kedalam rongga mulut mulus itu.

“Yang ni makan tiga kali sehari, selepas makan, dan yang satu lagi ni pun sama, makan tiga kali sehari selepas makan”

Aku hanya Mengangguk mendengar arahan doktor. Akur yang tidak mampu untuk mengatakan tidak.

“Harus diingat, saudari mesti makan sehingga habis dan mengikut arahan”

“Keputusan ujian makmal ke atas sample darah saudari akan keluar empat hari dari sekarang. In the mean time, you have to discipline yourself in taking the medicine, right?” Dr Shamila cuba untuk mengingatkan aku supaya berhati-hati dengan pengambilan makanan seharianku. Aku hanya mengangguk lagi.

Hampir hendak termuntah aku untuk menelan pil-pil itu. Terasa melekat dirongga leherku. Pahit! Tapi aku mesti mengikut peraturan dan arahan yang ditetapkan oleh doktor. Aku terima dengan redha dengan apa yang aku alami. Mungkin Tuhan ingin mendugaku. Mungkin ini ujiannya. Lagi.

Tanpa aku sedari, setitik demi setitik linangan air mata yang bergenang jatuh ke pipi.

Aku terkenang lagi.

Since the first day I sleep in my new room, I felt something strange slipped into my soul. Chemistry? Perhaps, yes. I can’t wait to go back home from work, I can’t wait to see my bed, I can’t wait to see the bathroom. This new room brings me something new inside me. Usually, I’ll chill out with my friends when I got nobody to hang out with, but now, I don’t feel so. I’ll stay at home doing nothing rather than going outside and having supper or lepaking.

I hope this is one good thing for me. Or an improvement?

So, tomorrow would be Hari Raya Haji, and, I’m alone in my house since my housemate has already gone back to her hometown. And my mom will celebrate raya without me by her side. I’m sorry mom. I’ll be back in January, insyaAllah. I know, people will say, I’ll have a very boring day tomorrow, but it doesn’t really matter for me, because I have my Friends series to watch, and Heroes to finish. Hmmmm, this holiday wont bored me, I wish.

Last but not least, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha, Maaf Zahir Batin semua.

Hi guys. Guest what; I went to ‘talk’ conducted at some place near to Pavilion, to be specific it was held in DHCL building. Have you heard of that building name? My friend told me that they earned so much money by doing a ‘business’ sampai sanggup resign from their current job. I can’t see what the benefits, but people will say nothing if you want to do your own business, as what BUSINESS itself meant for. I’m talking about the real business here by the way.

I told my friend that I was interested with what they were doing. Who’ll say no to MONEY right? I was invited to go to their ‘story-telling’ session last Friday. I don’t have any thing in mind of what this ‘talks’ all about. I was entertained with the speaker. He was so good in presenting his slide show, which was not so well-designed; because he mentioned that he was a graphic designer and a Math teacher. He quit the profession just because this ‘business’ which I don’t even care.

I was laughing like hell listening to his persuading speech sebab dia pandai buat lawak, and ayat2 tak bleh blah. At the early presentation, I don’t know what he was trying to tell, until he explained about Network Marketing, which for me is not as easy as what we can see. While listening, my mind picture out ZeMMs talking about how much he hates MLM, and then I can tell that was Multi Level Marketing (MLM). I thank God because ZeMMs always complaint about people who doing MLM and he don’t really prefer me to get involve with that kind of ‘business’. I asked my friend about this, and he advice me to not to get involve too. Thank you guys for being such a good advisor. :p at least, I saved RM 2k.

Last but not least, I won’t get into this kind of business my dearest colleague.

For more reading about what I’m talking about, you can go to this link

Alhamdulillah… Thank you Allah… At last, I got my new rent-house-to-be somewhere around Petaling Jaya. It’s a nice house. This house was introduced by my colleague, and thanks to her so very much. As far as I can see, I like the house soooo much. It’s not a new house, but it does facilitate with everything that you need except Astro. But, it doesn’t matter. I’m not use to watch TV though.

It’s so convenient. Everything is there. Fully furnished with sofa, television, microwave, fridge, washing machine, water heater, air-conditioner, and a queen bed. Owh, I can’t wait to move out. I like my current house, and my current room is actually a little bigger compared to the new one plus I like Putrajaya. But just because I cant stand to drive 70km per day plus traffic jammed and TOL, so I choose to move out. Owh, one more thing, my new house will be next to Robin’s house, not really next, but near to Robin’s house. That’s why I’m so happy to move. *lol (eh eh.. kembang la tu Robin… Drive me to my office everyday k!! kah kah kah. Hari2 i will paw Robin.. ehehehe)

No more Putrajaya… No more Cyberjaya… euuwwhh.. I will miss them!! I hope everything will be in place and Allah will ease everything.

I can’t deny, but telling the truth that I love listening to HUJAN. New underground band that I met at MCPA Hall last month… My friend told me, this band quite famous among girls, and I said, yeah, who cares! I tried to listen, but at first I can’t really absorb their tunes. But it went against what I expected it to be; I turn to like them more. Sampai sanggup berhimpit2 di Fly.fm 2nd anniversary at the Curve last weekend just to see them performing live, again.

I love the way they sing the song, so selamberrr je menyanyi. I love few of their songs as such “Pagi Yang Gelap”, “Bila Aku Sudah Tiada” & “Lonely Soldier Boy” Eh, why eh lately I love to post about songs? Tapi, just a compliment to them and I want to promo their band, since I love their songs. I’ll support the best band with best songs.

Just a simple update for me… im soooo tired. I want the whole world to know, I can’t handle it anymore, makes me think of getting something new, something fresh and something that I’m passionate at. But, I always say, Lets Time to Decide.